Solitude is a state of seclusion or isolation; i.e., lack of contact with people. It may stem from bad relationships, deliberate choice, contagious disease, disfiguring features, repulsive personal habits, mental illness, or circumstances of employment or situation (see castaway).
Short-term solitude is often valued as a time when one may work, think or rest without being disturbed. It may be desired for the sake of privacy.
'A' text me early this morning, around five. Just a simple text saying he was sorry and he is in solitude. Thats all. I feel weak and numb, even now. What can I say or do? He need to be alone which is understandable. He needs space. This is worrying and does not equate to good.
Last night while still in bed, I sent him a very long text as he rejected my calls. I told him what happened between me and 'X'. Actually I have told him the same that first time we met. 'X' and I are done. And he accepted that.
'A' didn't respond to my long text. His only reply was that he was in solitude. Solitude? For what? To think about us? Is there us? Come to think of it, we both never declare that we are a couple though we both like each other. But what happen now? Oh I am so confused. Maybe I need a space too. I will look for my own solitude.
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