Friday, 30 October 2009

Marine life?

Sorry this is not about marine life and has nothing to do with the sea creatures though I may include my fascination on these wonderful creatures. Imagine yourself looking at an aquarium full of fish and sea mamals. For me, I can stay all day long and watch these creatures swimming around.

Anyway, mariners aside; I created this blog to express my own thoughts and opinions. Everything mentioned here represents my own personal views about life in general.

So here I am single again. I dont know what to think actually being single now. Relationships are very complicated at times. I have tried so hard in my lastrelationship but it failed anyway. My mom used to say not to try hard. I was surprised. She said if we try hard we will break. How true :(

Not that I am now frustrated or sad over my failed relationship. I am actually relief to be able to break away from it. I pray for my own happiness. Life is a struggle anyway. Like a wheel, sometimes you are up and other times you are down; well mostly it was down for me.

I am starting fresh. I dont want to feel sorry for myself, never. I have started to look after myself now, learning to love myself first. What I have learnt from my past relationships was that I love the other person so much and not myself and in the end, I was the one who usually got hurt. Ouch! It really hurt.